This week would be one of my unforgettable moments with my kids. All of them Hafiz, Hakim, Dania and a even Madiha the most timid one are under my care for a week. This would be the time, i want them to remember me being their greatest farther.
I received the first SMS from a familiar number telling me that, i need to go back to Kota Bharu if in case i want to spend time with my kids; if i were not mistaken it was on last Tuesday 7:30pm. I only realised the SMS the next morning cause i was very tired the day i received the SMS cause it was the time i arrived home as usual riding my bike. I made a call the following day and x sister-in-law picked it up, promising me that hafiz my eldest son will make a return call to me at 6pm. Since, i was at my office and the whole day that particular was full; it was quite strange as i usually have ample time to do other stuff, but cot coincidentally the whole week really sucks with office-related tasks. Anyway, Hafiz really made a call and we talked for few minutes. I promised him that i'll pick them up this weekend at Kota Bharu and will spend time with them. well, i couldn't wait to see them, don't know what to expect after not able to see them and contact for more than a year, the incident at Pengkalan Chepa Police station; that was really a havoc.
i wanna to jot down things in this blog so that i'll make sure that someday they know how much i really care for them. I am at Kota Bharu already in my mom's house in Rupek and my children are inside the room ready for a sleep. Today is considered as my 2nd day of me spending time with time. I have to say, in overall things look okay except this afternoon Madiha showed her true colors by crying out loud could not able to stand staying here anymore. I didn't fully understand the reason why she acted that way which made everybody including her brothers and sister in great puzzle, haven't got a clue what to do; not to mention myself as i was quite upset after spending whole lot of money on toys and clothes for her the day earlier just to ensure that she will not make a scene. But what i suspected was; maybe because of Hafiz did something annoying to her while watching TV and changed her mood to bad, and then the worse thing was her auntie and the damn cousins that talked to her over the phone that really-really changed her mind absolutely to not staying anymore here. Damn those bastards cousins, they managed to make things to totally a wreck just by saying that they'll come over to my place to sort-of save her. even i myself made an unforgivable mistake by agreeing that those little bastards should come over her to cool Madiha down. You know what, imagine what will happen if Madiha is surrounded by them and she worsened the scenario by crying her lung out wanting to move from my home. Anyway, just to cut the story short, thanx to Hafiz for his wise-ness telling me that they should not come here worrying that things might get worse. Quickly instructing those bastards not to come here. Good kiddo Hafiz! I really appreciate his thought.
Honestly speaking, my time here was packed with me being a 'house-wife' taking care of the kids, starting from me preparing their breakfast in the morning, lunch and dinner; washing their dirty laundries and ensure that they have enough clean and dry clothes to wear everyday, and to make sure that they are not bored staying here, so i planned out few things for them to do such as to ensure that Aishah my little niece will always be around with them especially Dania and Madia, bought toys where they chose them by themselves; i in fact bought a toy specifically to Aishah also so that everyone of my kids including her are treated fairly.
Well, it was already half past 12 midnite, i have a lot things to jot down in this posting but i am truly exhausted. i guess i'll do it in my next posting.
Love you all my kids; Hafiz, Hakim, Dania and Madiha.
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